Showing posts from March 19, 2017

Slow Dancing In A Burning Room

Its Wednesday already, eating has been good, and Ive been going to the gym nightly. I recently decided to start weighing in daily, at first I thought this was crazy but it really helps me keep an eye on where things are. A few days ago I was 346, I'm currently 343.8. I suspect these numbers might be new muscle developed and my body is trying calibrate accordingly. I just recently noticed just how much loose skin Ive got going on, on my upper legs/thighs, I noticed it before but I didn't realize there was so much in the area. The area does look slimmer to me though.

Ive been having my usual ups and downs about image, I recently have been considering whether to stop using instagram as Im not sure if its good for me. Ive been getting really wrapped up in other peoples progress and feeling like Im just not doing well, I really need to get out of this frame of thought. Im just waiting for my flat stomah to come along. Sometimes I get really discouraged.

I think I want to get back i…