Brandon, Who Lives At Home

The 26th is fast approaching and I’m a bit nervous. I’ve been suffering from Last Supper Syndrome. Trying to vacc down any and all foods I see fit before the liquid purgatory begins. Once I begin the liquid purgatory  I will stick to it, you have my word, it’s just the nightmare of getting there is in full affect. I’ve been trying to keep myself busy, I’m actually currently dog-sitting a family friends pooch. I’ve dog sat before but always hate agreeing to it, it’s so much responsibility. And now with this extra weight it’s super taxing getting up and taking the dog out, not to mention it’s freezing. Can’t wait for Monday to get here so it can be over.

Since Ive decided to start making videos again, Ive been taking notice to the old videos I had hidden away from weight loss journeys past. One video from 2006 has me absolutely shocked that I was so rational back then. I had rational goals and expectations and that's something that I don't recall having very much of, ever! This was 2006 though, the year I graduated, I was even talking about going to college. My diet at the time was clearly going well. I was freshly 18 and and weighed maybe just under 350lbs. Funny thing is I was talking about joining a gym and even mention how there were a lot in town, but that was actually not the case. we had maybe 2 or 3, locally owned, small, not designed to accommodate larger people, gyms. Ah I remember the very editing program I speak of crashing on me back then Arcsoft Showbiz . If I could only turn back time. Take a look