Brandon, Who Lives At Home

The week started out well and then ended rather bumpy. A  few months back my psychiatrist ordered an ECG because I started Vyvanse a switch from strattera for my ADHD & B.E.D . I dragged my feet about getting it until a few weeks ago. The results, a diagnosis; Sinus tachycardia , non-specfic T wave abnormality, abnormal ECG.  We couldn't go any further up on Vyvanse because of this. I've been ordered to see a cardiologist. This could split into any number of ways. My friend recently gave me her series 2 apple watch, I gave my fitbit to my mom. The apple watch is constantly alerting me of having a high or elevated plus/heart rate, I'm probably going to need to get an a newer one because they have a built in ECG monitor. But of course I cant afford it.  Im stuck in a state of balance, but its getting wobbly, I think I can just turn this around by losing weight, then I think of how far I've fallen. Im back on high blood pressure meds and my heart might be in troub

The week has been mostly good, eating has been great drinking too, I went walking at the park yesterday and this morning, did my homework for therapy, getting to bed on time and sleeping well, controlled my distorted thinking, watched a movie, and  made a appointment. Bad news is I've lost my keys and cant find them, Im beginning to think they  aren't in the house. Mucho bummero

Steady

Don’t feel great, massive acid reflux flare up has ruined my day, cant so much as clear my throat without acid burning up my esophagus.