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Its been awhile. I gained some weight, lost some again. Recent actions dictate a gain if I dont stop now. My second stint in the partial program has come and gone. Last Friday was my last day.

Now what? I've been eating like crazy all weekend. I keep expecting food to give me something it cannot. Validition or purpose. Any perceived benefit from this habit is temporary and destructive.

I'm not going to therapy tomorrow. I just want to be alone. So much time has been wasted on me

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