Regular daily posting will resume Monday. I think by then I will finally be able to write daily again. I also kind of hope my weigh-in is bad, to snap me back into gear eating wise. I just hope I didn't do too much damage. We will see.

I'm piecing some things together still, but I feel clarity is approaching me.

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  1. You could just take a walk today. Just take a walk, draw something, and be thankful to be living. Don't put pressure on yourself, don't think about it and talk yourself out of it. Just put on your shoes and go, and I will do the same. I love you.

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