The Dog Days Of Autumn
I've gone off the deep end. My weight has continued to yoyo because every time I get to a near new low, I immediately derail. Currently I've been on a two day long binge-eating bender. I can't seem to resist the urge to over indulge in sugary foods. Then once I do all bets are off I'm gulping down anything and everything.
My once patented ironclad willpower, gone, perished. Now I'm in limbo, I'm depressed and frustrated and I don't know if I can keep this up. I've been considering just diving back into the loving accepting arms of food.
I'm just in a place right now where either I'm fully in or fully out and I've been out for 2 days now and one foot out for weeks before that.
Well the good news I'm back to blogging.
That's my ugly ass, and don't ask about the hair I thought I could pull it off like Odell. I was so wrong |