Visual Aid - Progression

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Remember this? It's been updated accordingly. It was actually mentioned the first time I posted this that I should  consider redoing it with my original weight of 535. I considered it for a bit and decided I would rather not. Im not in a good place about being out of the 500s, mostly because the 500s and 400s have felt the same.

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