Move Along Move Along, Just To Make It Through

The title, lyrics from one of my favorite bands and one of my favor songs, The All-American Reject's Move Along. It randomly popped up in my head at just the right time. I'm not going to give up, I pretty much see how sort of ridiculous my feelings have been the last 48 hours. Lifestyle changes are not easy, it took me 27 years, 27 years of gradually weight gain to put me here, and its not going to be lost over night, not even in a year, but a lot can be done in a year, more in two, and so on, and so on. I have to keep sight of what I want, and that is to be thinner, happier and healthier. Going back to work will be a new obstacle Ill have to adjust to, Ill have to endure the looks, the stares, the embarrassment, Ill have to live through my worst fears all over again, but I know these are the last of them, these are the final years of these bad experiences. Because I'm going to continuing losing weight, and the people and actions that intend to bring me down, will, but wont defeat me.

You guys I'm back, I lost sight of things for a bit, things were a bit foggy, but now I'm looking through a new lenses and seeing the big picture clearer than ever. Thanks everyone who have been reading along on this journey and supporting and encouraging me, thanks to my buddy Josh over at 700 Pounds Is As Bad As It Sounds, I got surge of new traffic and a few new followers (welcome, and Thank you!) in the last 48 hours and I am deeply grateful, things are getting back to my new normal so stay tuned.