Revival, Weigh-in

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I dive into the future
But I'm blinded by the sun
I'm reborn in every moment
So who knows what I'll become

The week is here and I'm feeling, new, better. The last day or so I've been doing a lot of thinking and I think it has actually led to a better place for once. I also read all the nice comments on face to face friday post, thank you! I feel like I'm in a revival period, I'm awakening to a lot of things and I feel like I'm prepared to balance things better (since I have a tendency to get trapped by negativity, to dwell).

The Weigh-in

Last week I spent most of it laying low at my friends since a movie was shooting on my street and it was a big deal and my anxiety and nerves could not handle that going on outside my doorstep. Over there I often had a few Oreos from time to time, and there was some other cookie I had as well. I didn't  binge or anything but sometimes I had more than 2 (a serving). This was really my only eating issue over there this time,  dipping my fingers in the cookie jar. Otherwise my eating was pretty solid. Last week I weighed 377.2, this week I weigh 374.4. I lost another 2.4lbs.

I'll be going to the gym shortly after this goes live, I've already eaten my breakfast Oatmeal and a Granola bar, got my tunes loaded up in the iPod. Water bottled is filled. I'm good to go, but first I did want to mention that yesterday I did decide to try on that planet fitness shirt...

Yeah it fits but, something doesn't seem right about  it. It makes me nervous, so I don't think I'll be wearing it anytime soon

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