Therapy was a total bust today, so much so that I may never go back! I highly doubt I will!
My orthotics have been giving me discomfort in my toes, counterproductive, so today at my podiatrist appointment, my doctor took them back for further adjusting.
I had to refill a prescription today... Walking up to the office I kept seeing mys reflection in their massive showcase windows, that guy.... He looks no different than the guy I was last freaking year! Ive been through this a million times! It's amazing how insignificant a reflection can make numbers.
I am having such a hard time coping with my life! I just don't know!
I see my psychiatrist Friday. I know nothing will come of it....
I don't know how to get out of this, the longer I'm in it the more desperate I am to get out of it.
I spent another day just laying in bed again yesterday.
It might be time I delete Facebook again... I had some triggers the other day because a selfie a certain thin friend of mine posted.
I'm in crisis!
Uhm...... I guess that's it for now.....
Tell me this haze will end soon :(