Homework For Therapy

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(Ive been putting this off for a week...)

A-Z Write positive characteristic of yourself for each letter in the alphabet.
A. Amusing

B. Bright

C. Careful

D. Deep

E. Earnest

F. Friendly

G. Generous

H. Helpful

I. Intelligent

J. ...

K. Kind

L. Logical

M. Modest (I think?)

N. Natural

O. Outgoing (I'm told)

P. Polite

Q. ...

R. Reliable

S. Sincere

T. Tolerant

U. Understanding

V. Versatile

W. Well-intentioned

X.

Y.

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