Whats On The Agenda Today? Drug Test
Well I got the job, I honestly went in with a little more anxiety, I actually was doing great as for as the day was going leading up, until we got into the parking lot, and it all just hit me. I had to throw all my fears in temporary suspension and get the interview over with. I was waiting in layaway for a good while before Sheri appeared, only to inform me she wasn't doing the second interview, and that she would find out who is. She vanished into the back and I sat for what seemed like an eternity with my infinite thoughts going wild. Finally another woman appeared and introduced herself (I cant for the life of me, remember her name...), I followed suit and she started to begin the interview... again right there in the public! She asked me one question and for some reason my nerves would not let me think, there was too much happening behind me, she realized I was distracted and we moved to some weird space in back. It wasn't a room but it was semi-secluded and had a desk, computer and chairs, Ill take it!
Honestly I cant remember the questions in detail, its as if I just suppressed the memory promptly after answering. She only asked me three questions, each time I answered she informed me that the answer went into such detail that it covered another question, so by the third question she was so impressed that she decided the process was over. She said something like "okay you've done so well answering these that I'm just going to go ahead and promote you to ___" I don't know what she said here, but I just assumed it was going to be fast tracking me to the third and final interview. We walked to some other room and she started talking paper work, the jobs mine pending drug test. Which is a non-issue.
So I don't know how to feel about this, a week ago I found out I needed to get back to work, I applied to dozens of places, many of which I didn't actually want to work, but would, and a week later I have job. On one end, that is a little impressive, but on the other end this is going to really shake up things in my life. Ive already written about my foot issues, and the pain I was in at my last job from standing. I'm. nervous, excited, and horrified all at once. I was honestly hoping I had a lot more time before Id start receiving calls from jobs. I feel like in a blink of an eye my year had an overhaul.
Moving on, last night I could not sleep I woke up around 2am. Starting writing this around 5. Yesterdays eating was good, I had a bowl of some Quaker cereal that was decent, with some sausages on the side, this didn't sit well for my anxiety, but I kept it all down. For lunch I had a 60 calorie pack of baby carrots. I hate carrots, and that was the worst meal of my life, still, I plan on eating more raw carrots, and various other veggies in the future. For dinner I had a turkey sandwich-and-a-half for dinner with a side of potato ships, I topped it off with one of my moms Sara Lee Coffee Cake snacks for desert. Towards the end of the night had a pack of sliced apples to end the day. For the 3rd night in a row, Ive gone to bed with an almost sickening hunger, Ive been ignoring these hunger pains and will continue. I do wonder sometimes if I am eating enough, but Id rather not be eating enough, than eating too much.
Report Card (I saw this on frequent feedback pal Natalie's blog Path To Petite, and decided to steal it)
Diet: Solid. I probably could have done without the desert, but oh well. Not enjoying these hunger pains, however (no pain no gain though right? Is that a really bad metaphor for the situation?)
Exercise: Poor. I simply did not.
Water: Excellent.
Sleep: Poor.
Mental health: Fair.
Honestly I cant remember the questions in detail, its as if I just suppressed the memory promptly after answering. She only asked me three questions, each time I answered she informed me that the answer went into such detail that it covered another question, so by the third question she was so impressed that she decided the process was over. She said something like "okay you've done so well answering these that I'm just going to go ahead and promote you to ___" I don't know what she said here, but I just assumed it was going to be fast tracking me to the third and final interview. We walked to some other room and she started talking paper work, the jobs mine pending drug test. Which is a non-issue.
So I don't know how to feel about this, a week ago I found out I needed to get back to work, I applied to dozens of places, many of which I didn't actually want to work, but would, and a week later I have job. On one end, that is a little impressive, but on the other end this is going to really shake up things in my life. Ive already written about my foot issues, and the pain I was in at my last job from standing. I'm. nervous, excited, and horrified all at once. I was honestly hoping I had a lot more time before Id start receiving calls from jobs. I feel like in a blink of an eye my year had an overhaul.
Moving on, last night I could not sleep I woke up around 2am. Starting writing this around 5. Yesterdays eating was good, I had a bowl of some Quaker cereal that was decent, with some sausages on the side, this didn't sit well for my anxiety, but I kept it all down. For lunch I had a 60 calorie pack of baby carrots. I hate carrots, and that was the worst meal of my life, still, I plan on eating more raw carrots, and various other veggies in the future. For dinner I had a turkey sandwich-and-a-half for dinner with a side of potato ships, I topped it off with one of my moms Sara Lee Coffee Cake snacks for desert. Towards the end of the night had a pack of sliced apples to end the day. For the 3rd night in a row, Ive gone to bed with an almost sickening hunger, Ive been ignoring these hunger pains and will continue. I do wonder sometimes if I am eating enough, but Id rather not be eating enough, than eating too much.
Report Card (I saw this on frequent feedback pal Natalie's blog Path To Petite, and decided to steal it)
Diet: Solid. I probably could have done without the desert, but oh well. Not enjoying these hunger pains, however (no pain no gain though right? Is that a really bad metaphor for the situation?)
Exercise: Poor. I simply did not.
Water: Excellent.
Sleep: Poor.
Mental health: Fair.
