Calories-In 07/13/15

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I can take in a maximum of 3,450 calories. Here is everything I ate today.

Breakfast
Two cinnamon graham crackers , 40 grams of Honey Bunches Of Oats with Strawberrys 6oz vanilla soy milk
385 calories 
Lunch
Marshmallow stuffed Graham cracker Bites, 67 grams
313 calories 

Dinner
4.5 oz a Boneless Skinless Chicken Breast, 1 cup of Mixed Greens, and 2 potatoes mashed
504 calories

Another round of these to end the night, 53 grams
247 calories 

And that's that. 1,449 calories is the grand total.


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